August 2011 - Februar 2012

Hier ein paar meiner Werke, die in den letzten Monaten entstanden sind.

You're Gone.

Es tat gut. Ich sah dich an und da war einfach nichts mehr. Dieses nichts, was ich mir so lange gewünscht hab. Es tat nicht weh dich zu sehen. Es war schön, so schön wie früher, als wir einfach nur ganz normale Freunde waren, doch nichts wird mehr so sein wie früher.

Ich tanzte, die ganze Nacht, aus Freude, dass ich alles so überstanden habe, wie ich es immer wollte.

Don't worry, I promise to stay in the dark, where I belong.

It's funny almost, how easily you can lose yourself, but how difficult it is to find yourself again.

Those who walk away from you in the dark should be forgotten in the light.

"But I just want to stop feeling."
- "As far as I can tell, there's only one way to stop feeling and that's to die."
"That seems a bit drastic."
-"It is drastic. Perhaps the most drastic thing there is. There are other ways to kill feelings, like drinking a lot or working hard, constantly, pushing those around you as far away as possible until there's no way for you to reach out to them but ultimately, the only way to completely stop feeling, forever, is to die."
"I'm not sure I'm ready for that."

-"Good. You'll be a better person for it."
"What do you mean?"
-"I mean that the most interesting, amazing people I've ever met, the ones who influenced and shaped the universe itself, are the ones that felt too much but lived through it."
"That sounds hard."
-"It is. It involves living."

You can't miss forever, no matter how close forever feels right now.
You can't hurt forever, even if your heart whispers in your ear and tries to convince you otherwise.
You can't bleed forever, sooner or later, you will either die or live.
Neither of us can do anything for forever, because forever passed away, long ago.